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[0:33]of this nature hello yo what's going on sorry day so you know my mother says she texts you
[0:55]those names in a description all right did you start looking them up yet no I please say I need
[1:07]you to get on that ASAP hip-hop you know so you didn't you it's okay oh no Torres and Chino Torres
[1:16]is before you on the list if it's a venue all right yes sir yo my man sorry about that it's
[1:21]um Torres and Chino there's a list I apologize sorry about that yeah yeah hello yeah I need
[1:29]you to get on that asap
[1:29]please yeah I'm just gonna do some shit right now what happened my grandmother died oh man I'm
[1:39]sorry to hear that wait wait wait the one in Connecticut yeah oh man she was the sweetest
[1:46]little lady man and she could cook man I'll never forget that Thanksgiving dinner
[1:50]man man I'm sorry to hear that how how'd it happen I don't know what she did huh she was
[2:03]she was a flamingo
[2:05]in the hospital she just kept telling them she's tired she wasn't even and then she said she was
[2:14]with the street and just never woke up well I mean at least she didn't suffer that's that's I mean
[2:20]you know that's good to see how old was she 87 how wait how old 87 oh oh 87 okay yeah yeah she
[2:30]lived she lived a long good life that's good damn man I'm sorry to hear that though
[2:35]yeah if you huh hey listen hey I owe him hey I owe Soto money so Soto's next so yeah hello yeah
[2:55]uh yeah I'm sorry I'm sorry that that I'm sorry that that happened man like for real like you
[3:04]know let it out man if you you know if you're feeling sad let that shit out don't try to hold
[3:08]it in because if you know you know when you hold shit like that in eventually it comes out at the
[3:13]wrong time and I'm sorry
[3:21]wait say what
[3:31]she's like I don't think I think she's still in shock like it's not much in her head yet
[3:37]she hasn't yeah she hasn't processed it yet yeah yeah you know you know feel better man I
[4:02]know it's not easy to get over some shit like that but I hope well you know man like I mean
[4:16]you know I just it's better it's better than her suffering
[4:19]you know I don't you know not to say it not to sound up but it's better than her suffering
[4:24]man like I you know I'm just like confused because I just talked to her a couple days ago
[4:34]like you know not a couple days ago like last week and I was talking to her last week and she
[4:41]was fine like like what she's doing she's like I'm making me some eggs and then some sausage and
[4:49]I have to go do a load of laundry like I mean do you think it's possible that she might have just
[4:56]been putting up her front so you didn't worry about it I know like old people tend to do that
[5:01]like they might be like something wrong with them but they don't want to tell you know because they
[5:05]don't want people to worry so they just hold it in that's what they were saying like he was holding
[5:12]a lot of shit in that telling a lot of people a lot of shit like yeah that sounds about right
[5:16]definitely sounds like something that uh
[5:21]you know but damn man like I okay all right so yeah well now I'm yeah I'm sorry to hear that man
[5:34]but you know hey don't don't I mean you know you're probably not gonna listen to this but
[5:44]don't resort to doing you know what to cope with the pain man it's just temporary but try to wean
[5:50]yourself off that to be honest that's why I keep I keep telling you health as well if your grandma
[5:54]lived to be 87 years old but if you keep destroying your body you're not gonna make it past 40 or 35.
[6:02]you know 87 that's that's that's a lot to be proud of 87 years old nobody you know you think it might have been
[6:12]the you think it might have been the coronavirus you know I'm saying nothing to do with the Corona
[6:20]this is a lot of pain she's just tired she's trying to be in the game well who did she live with
[6:35]all right well I noticed you know not to
[6:40]you know it's not really I mean listen somebody you're probably not going to think about it because
[6:45]you're still mourning but somebody on the outside has to think about like this is it did she
[6:50]leave a will to you or like her apartment to you I don't know who she got this day my um my GP is
[7:02]she we didn't get you control every thing so you're probably gonna take every
[7:09]thing well it's legally if she legally
[7:12]left to you then there's nothing that she could do let's see see what happens with that uh apartment
[7:18]that might you know like you know it let's just say if for some reason you get that
[7:22]apartment don't it up today don't be having a bunch of random people there or
[7:27]you know take care of it because that might you know uh I don't know how to say it but
[7:32]like you know when something bad happens it might be some good to come from it so it's bad that she
[7:37]died but if for some reason you're able to get the apartment I know you're having issues with finding a
[7:42]new home and like that and she probably had she's probably rent stabilized or whatever
[7:46]do not it up if you you understand what I'm saying yeah yeah you know even though it's it's
[7:53]out of New York still it's a place for you to rest your head and you know how many bedrooms
[8:02]okay well you know maybe you could get to Jay to live with you or something like that but I mean
[8:06]you know first you know figure out what's going on with it but um and I know your day is up
[8:27]yeah go take it back to them they might give you another one they did that for me before
[8:32]yeah yeah take it back yeah hello yeah you know like I said it's commissary day so niggas losing
[8:40]losing their minds right now commissary day and chicken day so you know these niggas is out of
[8:47]control what you wanted I just ordered some food you know like I don't really need water huh
[9:00]um I don't yeah I don't you we mean you eat funny you don't even eat mayonnaise the but
[9:06]anyway uh I don't eat pork or beef so like I eat uh like turkey logs and Matt and Matt
[9:14]yeah Matt mackerel and honey buns and like that um and turkey swiss sticks and all that but
[9:22]they be putting dumb on the commissary like they go how they're gonna put grits on the menu
[9:26]on the on the commissary grits no butter no nut like who they just be playing no I don't know I've never been on a commissary I've been playing everywhere, fuck that's all
[9:33]No, no, no, they got the cup of grit that come with butter already in it.
[9:40]You just got to add the hot water and put it in the microwave.
[9:43]Oh, wow.
[9:45]Yeah, I tried them out from, I bought them from, I think from Top of Shop.
[9:57]Oh, well, I mean, like, I just.
[9:59]Yeah, no, you eat, order, you eat grit?
[10:03]Nah, I mean, I eat grit, but I'm not really, like, honestly speaking, I'm more, I fuck with my wraps more.
[10:08]Like, you know, using my tortilla wrap, like, I be making wraps and shit.
[10:13]Like, I used to do the egg rolls, but I stopped because that's mad, like, noodles and shit.
[10:18]Sodium is crazy.
[10:19]So, like, I just chop up my, you know, I make my little special sauce and put it in a tortilla wrap,
[10:25]put some Parmesan cheese, maybe some jalapeno wheels or something.
[10:28]Oh, get up.
[10:29]You already know me.
[10:30]I'm quite the chef, so, you know, I was cooking out in the world, so.
[10:36]But to be honest, I'd much rather be out in the world.
[10:39]Like, this shit's not even exciting no more.
[10:42]I mean, it's not, it's, I don't, my biggest fear today is to become institutionalized.
[10:46]The only shit that niggas got to look forward to in this place is commissary and phone calls, man.
[10:50]Like, I don't want, like, I don't ever, I don't ever want to get.
[10:55]Huh?
[10:57]That's all I know.
[10:59]Tom Kelly, visit, visit.
[11:02]Well, not visits no more because, you know, this shit going on.
[11:05]Oh, yeah, because of the coronavirus, yeah.
[11:07]Yeah.
[11:08]So, you know.
[11:11]Yeah, man, this, you know.
[11:14]Oh, real quick, did, um, did Chyna relay the message to you, uh, yesterday after, um, well, because you was busy.
[11:23]I told her to write down some shit to relay the message to you, did she?
[11:29]Huh?
[11:29]I told her to.
[11:31]To give you a message.
[11:32]Yeah, she said, she said she wrote it in your notebook.
[11:36]Say it again?
[11:37]She said she wrote it in your notebook.
[11:40]Did you read it?
[11:44]Oh, yeah, I forgot you, I forgot you going through Instagram.
[11:46]My bad, my bad.
[11:47]But anyway, when you get a chance, uh, yeah, sorry, I'm, my, my memory sucks.
[11:52]I'm sorry.
[11:53]What's he talking, what, what is it?
[11:55]Well, I was telling you how to, um, to go on my Instagram and how to, um, Chyna is, is, but, but, but, but, but I told, hold on.
[12:05]I'ma, I'ma, I'ma, I'ma, I'ma talk to, I'ma, hold on, let me, let me, let me talk to Chyna.
[12:11]Yeah, what time is it?
[12:15]What, all right, uh, Tay, how long, how long I been on the phone?
[12:22]Only 12 minutes.
[12:24]All right.
[12:25]I'm almost done.
[12:26]Yeah, uh, basically, how to get to, um, her on Insta, how to get to Pinky on Instagram.
[12:35]Uh.
[12:36]Scroll, yeah, scroll, on, on, on my page, scroll down to, it shows the video clips.
[12:40]Go to episode 52.
[12:41]Episode 52, and I think I tagged her Instagram in the, um, in that post or whatever.
[12:47]So, go on there for me.
[12:50]And, uh, this phone, yeah, this phone shit is gonna cause a fight soon.
[12:57]Not with me, cause it's not that serious with me, but this phone shit be, yeah.
[13:01]Especially cause they made the calls free, so.
[13:04]Yo, that shit be out of control, right?
[13:06]Yeah, you know, these niggas, yeah.
[13:08]But these niggas be taking this shit too far.
[13:09]Niggas be trying to make two phone calls before somebody even made one, and it's just like.
[13:14]You know, they call it double, it's called double dialing.
[13:17]Yeah, all, yeah, niggas be doing, that's, that's why they, they tell you wait an hour before you make another phone call.
[13:23]Y'all don't call it, y'all don't call it in there, that double dialing?
[13:27]I mean, I, I mean, I done peaked.
[13:28]Niggas be switching accounts with each other, so they could get, niggas be having half an hour phone calls.
[13:34]Yeah, I'm, I'm on to it, but I just, you know, as long as it don't affect me.
[13:38]I, I, my thing is, I, I look at the bigger picture.
[13:41]Like, I'm not one of these niggas.
[13:42]These niggas be ready to shake over dumb shit.
[13:46]The only way, like, I'm shaking with somebody is if they, if I feel threatened.
[13:49]Like, if I feel like I'm in, in danger or some, something like that.
[13:52]Because it's too much, there's too much gangs and different cliques going on.
[13:56]And a lot of these niggas, to be honest with you, is pussy by theyself.
[13:59]I'm gonna just be straight up.
[14:00]A lot of these niggas without crews, they wouldn't say and do half the shit that they say and do.
[14:05]But you know how it is when niggas got four or five dudes or whatever.
[14:10]They, everybody, everybody brave.
[14:12]So niggas start talking crazy.
[14:13]You know what I'm saying?
[14:14]Like, it's just, yeah, this shit is a clown show.
[14:17]These, a lot of these niggas, it's soft, like, to be honest.
[14:21]So, yo, yo, Rocco, don't, don't forgive, I, I got this.
[14:25]Yeah, um, yeah, so, you know, this, yeah, but, so that's why I just try to stay out of the way.
[14:31]I had one situation.
[14:32]I was telling Chyna, I almost got, oh, shit, I got a minute left.
[14:36]I almost got killed last year.
[14:38]I had to, like, what?
[14:40]Yeah, I, I never told you that.
[14:41]Yeah.
[14:42]When I first got locked up.
[14:43]No.
[14:43]Yeah, you know this, you know this nigga, Jeffrey Epstein that died because of the CO or whatever that they blame, they blaming the CO, the billionaire nigga that died?
[14:52]I've heard about that.
[14:54]Yeah, the same CO that they indicted, Tova Noel, she set, she set me up to be killed last year.
[15:00]She sent some, um.
[15:02]What?
[15:02]Yeah.
[15:03]I, I, I, I'm mad I never told you about that.
[15:05]She, yeah, she, like, niggas tried to cut, cut my throat while I was asleep.
[15:08]It was four niggas, four blood niggas.
[15:10]I jumped out the bed and I started waiting.
[15:12]I was wailing on them.
[15:12]I mean, they, they got some shots in, too.
[15:14]I mean, I, I had to, I was fighting for my life.
[15:16]They, I, they, they, yeah, niggas tried to cut my throat.
[15:20]Are you fucking kidding me?
[15:22]Nah.
[15:23]So, that's why I, like, I, because she, because of the, by my charge, when people hear it, I, yeah, it's a minute, I got a minute, I got a minute left.
[15:31]I'm under a minute left.
[15:31]It's just beeping.
[15:32]It's beeping.
[15:33]And I'm, yeah.
[15:33]Yeah.